The Ghost within

The Ghost within...........

One fine morning I was getting ready for office, I ate my breakfast I was fine & clam. I got a call from a fake agency as I won some fat amount from UK. I was happy & wanted to share the good news with my wife. 

She replied.... ''Hey! The greedy Ghost within you making you believe the stupid gift?'' It's fake 

I started looking in the mirror & I got the answer.

My Wife was right the ghost lives within me................ & that is nothing but  

 

‘MY ADDICTIVE SELF’

Easy Money, impulsive acts, irrational planning, grandiosity, false pride within one second started dominating me. I was thinking that one need to at least enquire about it. Why will somebody call you just like that? I lost control on my thoughts. I was just planning to act.  

My Addictive self was telling me, ’It’s better to get this easy money then struggling every day.’

 I am staying way from alcohol from last almost 4 years but still the thought process is not streamlined.

My addiction has changed me as a person. I was self cantered, impulsive, not empathic during my active addiction days. I quit taking alcohol but still I have to work consciously on my thinking style & attitude as the ghost within me is still alive.....  

Sheetal